The year 2010. (it's a little late.)

The year 2010 has just flown by.
I remember last new years eve, and everything that I did. It’s so strange to think that I’m already at that time again. Looking back at the year, realizing all the things that I did, and all the things I didn’t get to do.
This has been by far one of the best years I’ve ever had. It was hard, like every year, but it was probably one of the most rewarding years I’ve ever experienced. I had certain people in my life who made everything worth while. People who helped me more then I could ever express in words. I owe you so much. You made me see that it was perfectly fine to be myself, to be my weird self. I trusted you with every fiber of my being, and I don’t think that I had ever done that before. Even though things have changed between us, I’m grateful for the things you taught me. I’ll always keep our memories close and I’ll think about how lucky we were. Everyday I spent with you was one that I’ll remember. I had so much fun with you, even when we would just sit in your car at the Walmart parking lot and talk. Thank you for everything.
My friends and family are the only reason I got through anything this year. They supported me in every way possible. They put up with my drama, my anger, my silliness and every other mood you could possibly imagine.
My family always seems to love me no matter what stupid thing I decide to do. I think that I would have just given up on me by now if I were them. But they haven’t and now I know that they never will. It just means that you guys are all stuck with me forever. HAHA.
Oh friends, friends, friends. Where would I be with out you? I defiantly met some interesting people this year. I found out that it’s really hard to be a good friend sometimes, and how selfish I really am. I’m working on that problem and I hope it’s been noticeable. I love each one of you. I love you for all the things you have told me, all the help you have given me. Some of you had to put up with me a lot more then others. Some of those ones I hardly even knew but I felt like I could tell you everything and that you wouldn’t judge me for saying those things. I felt closer to you then I felt to any of my old friends. I really could lean on you and that was probably the best thing you could have ever done for me. I respect you so much, I respect your intelligence and the way you think. You helped me too, so much more then I could ever tell you. I hope that you find everything you’re looking for one day. You deserve the best that the world can offer you.
I have kept the same group of friends since Jr. High school, and even before that. Those are the people who I can rely on. The ones who know what I’m really like behind this mask I wear. You have held my hand through the roughest times, and always stood beside me.
Probably the greatest friendship I’ve experienced is with the lovely Lydia. Seriously, I don’t understand how these people who are completely and totally wonderful just keep coming into my life. You’ve changed me in more ways then I could ever describe you. You’ve helped me out more times then I can count, and you’re always there for me. You ditched your dentist appointment to go get Taco Bell with pathetic, whiny, me. I am so lucky to have had you in my life for over ten years now. Isn’t that crazy? I remember the day we met. "HEY GIRL." I remember saying your name wrong, A-Lydia. These are memories that I will never be able to forget, memories I will never want to forget. You mean EVERYTHING to me. You better not ever leave me, ever. Remember, if we both end up alone, we’re moving in together, so we don’t become creepy cat ladies. We can just be creepy Harry Potter ladies. <3
My twin sister is my other half. We are so different from one another, but if she wasn’t a part of my life I don’t know who I would be. She’s put up with me for eighteen years and she always seems to stick up for me. I love her for who she is. I don’t ever want her to change.
Here comes 2011. Baby, let the good times roll.