It has been a while.

I feel bad blogspot.
I've been a Tumbling fool recently.
And I didn't really realize how much I missed this website until I got on it.
Damn the computer.
I spend way to much time on it..
I really should get a life outside of it.

So school is getting closer to the end everyday. It's crazy to think that after seven(ish) more weeks, I am done with high school. The prime suffering years of my life will be over. I really hope that the saying 'High school is the best time of your life!' isn't true. If it is true, then I'm serious, just kill me now. I hated stupid High School. And I don't think I'm gunna miss it at all!
Things have been changing. Friendships have been changing. I miss the days of being young so much. Where nothing else mattered but playing Harry Potter and Star Wars at lunch time. Everyone is growing up, and I know that I am too. But I still hate it. Is that wrong? Should I embrace it with open arms? It's a hard thing for me to do. I would rather just stay in the place I am now. With the friends I have now. I don't want to turn nineteen. I don't want to have to deal with finding a job, and getting a car. I'd rather be sitting in the backseat of a car, staring out the window, watching the trees pass by.
My grandma died a week ago. It's been weird. I was so upset the first day, and now it's not really something I think about. I don't know if it's because my brain is telling me I'm not ready to handle it yet, or if I'm just rather insensitive.
Whooooo knows.

Goooooooodnight!