It has been a while.

I feel bad blogspot.
I've been a Tumbling fool recently.
And I didn't really realize how much I missed this website until I got on it.
Damn the computer.
I spend way to much time on it..
I really should get a life outside of it.

So school is getting closer to the end everyday. It's crazy to think that after seven(ish) more weeks, I am done with high school. The prime suffering years of my life will be over. I really hope that the saying 'High school is the best time of your life!' isn't true. If it is true, then I'm serious, just kill me now. I hated stupid High School. And I don't think I'm gunna miss it at all!
Things have been changing. Friendships have been changing. I miss the days of being young so much. Where nothing else mattered but playing Harry Potter and Star Wars at lunch time. Everyone is growing up, and I know that I am too. But I still hate it. Is that wrong? Should I embrace it with open arms? It's a hard thing for me to do. I would rather just stay in the place I am now. With the friends I have now. I don't want to turn nineteen. I don't want to have to deal with finding a job, and getting a car. I'd rather be sitting in the backseat of a car, staring out the window, watching the trees pass by.
My grandma died a week ago. It's been weird. I was so upset the first day, and now it's not really something I think about. I don't know if it's because my brain is telling me I'm not ready to handle it yet, or if I'm just rather insensitive.
Whooooo knows.

Goooooooodnight!

Friendship.

This girl is my life.
My brick wall.
My advice giver.
My writing helper.
My love.
She is my beautiful best friend.
I wouldn't be who I am today if I didn't have you to share these past ten years with. You're probably the best things that has ever happened to me. Friendships come and go, but this one is here to last. <3